Questions...

Have you ever loved someone so much, and so desperately wanted to see them grow in Christ? Have you ever wished that what you said impacted their life, to the point of them changing their ways? Have you ever felt like no matter what that person was not gonna change? Have you ever cried so hard, knowing that the path that they are on will lead to destruction? Have you ever told them to pray; only waiting to hear them say,"It dosn't help, I have tried it so many times."? Have you ever wished that you could turn back time, and try and do things differently? Have you ever looked at that person's life and wondered how it got to be like this? Have you ever wondered what you could do differently?

Those are the questions controling my mind. I continually tell myself that the Lord dosn't give me anything that I can't handle. Maybe it takes a person hitting rock bottom to see that they need the Lord. He is all sufficient!I need to continue to seek His face so that in the things that I say and do will be examples of how wonderful the Lord truly is in every way. I just wish he could see the light. I need to be patient and wait. but it hurts. a song that has been playing in my mind is "Come to Me" by Aaron Shust. The Lord can truly give us rest. In my humanity it is so hard to not try and do it on my own. I know that the Lord has a purpose and reason for everything he does, sometimes I just wish I already knew, so that I wouldnt have to wait, but then where is faith in that? I must wait. I must have faith.